8.8.04
piggy misses him...
its 5 in da morning...suppose to be in bed nw...but its da 1 of da nitez where piggy tells me tat he misses him..
da memories seems to be fresh in my mind..piggy was given to me one fine afternoon where im angry at him...he came back (after sending me home...) to my hse..cancelling his tution (if i didnt rem wrongly..to go get me piggy at raffles city...in sch uniform...jus to make me happy..
some1 who i once tot...da most impt person in my live...all his little surprises here n there..which always make me happy..couldnt be angry at him at all..all da late nite talks..somebody who actually motivated me to study..accompanied me thru my chicken pox wk...everyday..which is also chinese new yr..yes u r rite..from day 1 of CNW to da 2nd last day of CNW...spent everyday of 9months together...the songs we shared...the last ride round da area on da bike..the late nite rides..the movies we watched..ice age..da bball games...etc etc...there's too many to mention...nw..he belongs to another..(shld be ba..tats wat i last heard of him...)..a changed person...who i dunno at all...
still rem the time he tried to surprise me on my bd at da chalet..everybody helped him to distract me..but too bad..wind too strong..he jus couldnt get the candles light up..i jus to find out the trick up his sleeve...there's so many tings i wan to say..but it'll haf to take me days to finish them..
didnt really believed tat one person impact couid be so great to another..till it happens to me...its already 2yrs...since tat very phone call..it still sounds like yest to me..tears cant help flowing down...guess im really hurt..very hurt...ive tried very hard nt to tink of him...but i cant...
ever since..tink ive nv ask any1 to try to forget somebody..coz its really very hard..ppl say it takes time...im getting doubt on tat...
even tried to carry on my life..but everytime i try..i'll fail..the more i try..the more i'll tink of him..?? y gif me such nice wonderful beautiful memories when u know u gonna go..u gonna forget abt me..y am i da 1 suffering while u get to enjoy urself..i can always rem da day u left..da day tat u cried..u gave me da last kiss on da forehead..u promise me tat u'll be back in front of everybody..it'll nv come true...
how wish da wound deep down could be heal...but it cant...i jus know...sry gals...(attitudez...) i cant help but to tink of him..
Posted by dotsux at 8/08/2004 04:31:00 am